Archive for the ‘Sad’ Category
July 17, 2009
I am searching up and down the method to clean my Carlorino pocket since last few days. I tried to clean the bag using toothpaste and facial cleanser as suggested in forum, but too bad, none of them is working on my bag. The bag still showing some stains there. What should I do now? Is it possible to clean all the stains? I want a new bag back. :’(
July 12, 2009
I wasn’t go anywhere at yesterday night. I spent all my time watching Movie “Benjamin Button : The Curious Case”, which already downloaded for quite sometime. Today only have chance to watch the movie.
That surely is a sad movie and I did cry few time when watching the movie.
The sadness of holding your lover who already become baby in chest just like hug your baby. Seeing him pass away like that is extremely 无奈 and 悲伤.
Benjamin himself no doubt is a 悲剧人物, but I think Daisy, his wife is very pity as well. Benjamin know nothing at his last few years but Daisy is the one suffer a lot, she has to take care of him. Taking care her lover like a kid, toddler and baby. Pity and sad..
July 10, 2008
Why John does not want to accompany me to travel? I asked him want to follow me to travel in yearend or not. Do you know how he answers me? He said “maybe you just bring Aki go with your mother, I don’t want to go.”
The reason he gave me was “Once my project start, I could not simply leave for many days just because of travel. *angry*
April 13, 2008
Where is John now? I have tried to call him few times since this morning but he did not pick up call and also no reply my call yet. I already left him sms, I hope he could reply me as soon as possible.
I always feeling bad if he no pick up or reply my call. I am not angry him but I am worry about him. I am worry if any bad happen to him cause he could not pick up my call. **Touch wood** I will try to call him again.
April 9, 2008
I have not speaking to John for 2 days. Yes, we have a cold war last weekend. I did not understand what have I done and he get angry with. I have to admit that I have something hard to tell him as I do not know how to tell. I am just do not know how to start the topic.
John asked me what’s going on when I am rejected to have “quality time” with him. I just told him I have no mood. He felt a bit unhappy after that but still chat with me. However, once he asked me the same question again and I request him to wait for the answer from LuiLui. I know John is angry with my answer then. I think he truly wanted the answer from me but I still do not know how to tell him.
I could not understand why he get angry so easily? Isn’t that just a small matter? I am getting angry as well, as I felt that he angry because I do not “entertain” him.
March 7, 2008
I am suddenly feeling very down now. Maybe is because I have found something that make me not happy. Why there are so many people love to tell the opposite? What she says and what she does is totally different!
I wish I could scream to her “STOP TO BE A NICE PEOPLE IN FRONT OF ME!! YOU ARE SO FAKE!”
Don’t be curious if you see me building up a protection now. I do not want to be hurt!
February 27, 2008
I was just said that I could not wait for my Kota Kinabalu Trip yesterday, but today I already fall in sick and feeling very down now. LuiLui has coughed on and off since 1 month ago and now I was infected, I am having sore throat and cough now.
I think I have to visit doctor if I still feel sick on tomorrow morning, I better take medical, and get recover fast before my Kota Kinabalu trip. I do not want to spoil my trip because of sick! I have been waiting for the vacation for a month! I want to enjoy it!
January 11, 2008
My calculative character is back again since my online income dropped. I am worrying I could not have more money to pay the home loans and others expenses. The year of 2008 looks like a new difficulty year to me. I have more commitments in this year, I am scare to think how do I make those payments with my low pay salary.
I do not know could I still earn from online, I wish I could of course. Give me one more year to earn extra money online please. I would be very happy if I could settle 50%of the liabilities within 2008.
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January 10, 2008
Today I cannot stop to mumble my husband again. I try to control me not to no replace my mumble character for almost a year, but I broke the promise today. I have continued mumbling john for more than a hour!
I know I would be a very “calculative” person when in financial difficulty. I tried my best not involved in husband expenses previously because I could earn from online money. I do not need to count every single cent that we spent, so that we wouldn’t overuse the monthly expenses for loans and other necessary expenses.I really enjoyed the life like that.
December 10, 2007
I just read a friend’s post regarding her feeling of losing love to her husband. I am not sure if I get her message, but I am very curious what is the real problem in between her husband and her.
I think is kind of sadly, a couple who loves each other could ended up with the relationship like this. I am very traditional mind person. I could not understand, why and how could they let go a marriage without try to rescue it? I believe that both side have done something hurt each other without notice it.
From my VIEW, they have communicating problem, which the husband might always treat his wife words are non-sense because she use to e-e-o-o- all the time. The husband cannot differential what mean serious to his wife. The wife thinks her husband never pay attention to what she request, he thought his wife could handle the little thing without him around.
Of course, I could not have a conclusion for them. Every family has their own problem. I can only view as an outsider. Anyway, I always think that if you feel that sad if your half is hurt or in trouble then you are still love him/her.
November 28, 2007
I have a serious stiff neck since last weekend. It even impact my hand and shoulder, I feel pain and uncomfortable since then. I am using John’s Analgesic and anti-inflammatory plaster now. John said this plaster is very effective, he bought it form a specialist clinic and the price quite expensive also. I didn’t ask him the price. I will be very thankful if it could heal my painful of stiff shoulder.
I think I have to buy more Salonpas and stock up now. I am still feel the pain until today although I have continuous to stick the Ketotop Plaster. I have to try other product now.
August 30, 2007
My sister brought over her daughter and has a check together with my LuiLui at my mother’s house on the same day. So sad to found out that her daughter is missing vagina.
I have tried to search online for that information and wish to know more about it. My sister is feeling sad now. Her husband will send their daughter to do a detail check up at specialist again. All of the family members are worry about her now. We have so many questions that wish to know but haven’t found the answer yet.
I have read few website written in Chinese and English that provided this health topic. One of it is http://www.netwellness.org/ency/article/001497.htm. However, I still have thousand of question that doesn’t clear about.
- Since she doesn’t have a vagina, then what is her actual sex? For us, she definitely look and act like a girl.
- Is it possible to have surgery to add a vagina or uterus?
- Does she have ovaries?
- Can she have sexual relations?
August 28, 2007
Yesterday night, my youngest sister kept calling me. However, due to I used to sleep early with LuiLui, I wasn’t able to answer her calls. I only knew it at today morning when another sister told me while we are having breakfast together. I was shocked when I heard it.
My Youngest sister just discover that her daughter who is currently 2 and half years old has no dimple in her private part which should lead to vaginal. She never notices it until yesterday when she cleaning her daughter private part and look at it carefully. She quite worry and keep calling me because she want to know what is she too stupid to find the vaginal dimple or her daughter really has missing vaginal. She expects me to check on my LuiLui and let her know about it.
Due to me, still have to working today, so I ask my mother has a check on LuiLui and call my sister right after it. I hope that nothing bad will happen. God bless her.