Archive for the ‘Mumbling’ Category
June 12, 2008
John’s healthy not as good as previously anymore. I seen he has so many white hair now. And he also often complaining tire and sleepless recently. I think he must be too busy for his company projects already. I know his company has few projects to run now. He is the only running here and there to contact and communicating with suppliers and customers. Other business partner just could not help.
I am not sure is his partner does not want to bear the responsibility or because they are not able to manage the projects. I just feel pity on John. Company is belongs to 3 partners but he is the only one who has to in charge everything. I know I should not complain but I just feel unfair to John!
May 13, 2008
Nothing much to do on this few day beside go to the class. stayed at home whole day and watch TV and sleep. Recently, it is possible to find friends to go out for fun. All of us are having own family and kids. I don’t think we can just leave the kids behind and go to ‘wet’ by ourselves. 
No longer single life meant no longer freedom to ‘vivivava’ :p I think I better get ready myself to prepared more games with my girls and play together.
May 10, 2008
My sister finally dumped her boy friend. I very happy about the decision she made this time. I hope that she won’t regret and being so stupid again. SHe just just dump the guy very long time ago. No one of the family members are look good in their relationship. So I did, I don’t like that man at the first sign. I know he won’t be a good buy friend and don’t even say that will be a good husband.
Let me say a little prayer, my sister won’t be soft heart again and kena tipu again.
April 1, 2008
John is outstation again. He has just back on last Saturday and today have to leave us again. I wonder why he has to be so rush, why could he spend more days with his wife and daughter? I know I know..He has to work, he has no choice to leave us here. He is working hard for our future and give us a better future. OK..I understand all. I am just want to mumble a bit to release my stress. I hate the day without John at home. I miss him so much. 
March 24, 2008
John’s nephew had given birth to a baby boy last year. Last weekend we were attented the baby one’s year old birthday party. I wonder why some of the people do choose love even though they are saying they don’t. From what I see in the celebration, there is some different of feeling. I did not see them celebrated the first child who is a baby girl at her first year old also.
Maybe I am just think too much. Maybe their financial is allows them to celebrated the son birthday but not the daughter. Who knows it? Haha..
February 16, 2008
My plan to visit KL Bird Park and gather with friend on tomorrow was canceled due to the road closure in KL center. I have been thinking to visit the Bird Park for quite some times, I thought tomorrow would be the best time to visit! Now, everything has to cancel because of the eat full nothing to do people. It’s spoil my mood now. Why I am so bad luck?
What I am going to do in the weekend and how do I meet my friends then?
February 15, 2008
I could not believe that how dirty the water is. Look at the picture above! I have no choice to clean my water filter every month, could you see how dirty the filter is? Just for one month time, it could be so dirty and nasty. I do not even cook and use water heavily you know? Usually just for take bath and washing machines. That is.
February 7, 2008
I totally forgot about this complimentary Buffet voucher! I have lost a chance to pay 1 buffet price for 2 persons with above voucher. My Sales Rep passed the free ticket to me last month. The voucher expired at the end of 31 December 2008. I put the voucher at side after she gave to me.
I am too late to discover the voucher. The voucher has become useful now. Since it does not value anymore, I think I could dump it into rubbish bin already.
January 10, 2008
If your husband likes a girl who working together and the girl likes your husband too. What will you do? Well, I think this is kind of tough question. What could the wife do to stop husband has that kind of feeling? I could not stop him to meet that girl unless he quit his job or she leave. I don’t think I could be a crazy woman who keep nagging husband and suspect him also. Then? What to do? Sorry, I do not know what to do also. That just my question after watch a Drama yesterday. :p
November 29, 2007
Will you migrate? I am still thinking about the topic we chat on MSN yesterday. I used to watch HongKong Drama which have lot of scene of which family want to migrate to oversea or which family want to migrate to a better country. The only same thing in between the family who want to migrate are they are rich.
I think migrate really need many money, without money you don’t even feel safe to stay in a country that is totally different with your current living environment. *sign*
Migrate – the words for rich people only not for me.
November 13, 2007
I have received an email from one of the advertiser to request postie remove the post we write for them. I was very shocked to received the email, because they said will pay whoever removed the post before 3pm, 12 November a $100. I wonder will they really pay the $100 for who removed the post or not. I think that would be kind of big amount of all of the post have been removed before the time. Do they need to spend so much just for that?
November 10, 2007
I have no idea what happen to today traffic. I have been jam in the traffic for one and half hour in the early morning. Usually, I will take about half an hour to arrive my office, but today it took me one and half hour to arrive in the office! I have jammed in the traffic when I just turn out to the highway.
I saw many police car and police officer standing at the roadside, 3 links cut into 1 link. I don’t know what happen until I reached office and complaint to my colleague. Then only found that, there is a demonstrate in Dataran Merdeka. We jam this reason causes in the traffic badly. What kind of demonstration is that? I totally have no idea at all.
November 9, 2007
My head is pain! My body is tire! My eyes is very heavy. I am feeling breathless with current weather! Why suddenly feeling so boring and tired? Why I always feeling down when I am sick? The color of the world has loose…Where did they gone?!
I wish I can take MC immediately! I want to back home and sleep. Boss…I want to leave office..Could I please?
What A Colorless Life I have…
November 6, 2007
How other people look at me. I group those people into 4.
People who know me less than 50% – hard to chat with. Can’t chat for longer time and seem no topic to chat also.
People who know 50% me – will say I am too calculative, because I count every single cents that I earn and spend. Count of Money leads to Calculative character.
People who know 70% me – They know I can do some thing for them, they either thought I am very shy or very crazy type of person. I will either talk non-sense or don’t talk at all with them. Sometimes is not easy and is good to be a too nice person.
People who know 90% me – They now what I think and how I feel for certain things. I must say that they see totally different me. I could be very sensitive and easy to get hurt. If you feel that I am like that kind of person, then you probably is in this group. Too bad, not many people know my hiding character.
People who know me about 100% – who is she / him? I believe there is no one will know me 100%. I don’t even understand the real me, how do they?
September 17, 2007
What is the most recent thing I did with LuiLui? Let me see.. Yes, John and I brought her to a movie titled Ratatouille last Sunday. It was a funny and great movie if without LuiLui at aside. I think LuiLui still don’t know how to enjoy a movie yet, she keeps making noise in the cinema and I am forced to comfort her by nursing. Frankly, I can’t enjoy the movie. I was busying entertain LuiLui in the whole movie session.
September 13, 2007
I forced myself to write diary when I was 15 years old. I wish to keep something that manage to remind me what have I done and How was I felt at specific moment. Is this sound stupid? Well, they diary of a 15 years old could be very boring. Everyday was writing the same thing.
Wake up at the early morning, going to school., study, Back from school, have some nice chat with friends and so on. The most interested was about the outing with friends only. However, it’s quite fun to dig out the long lost diary and read it actually. It’s seem like the 15 years old feeling is back to me again. At least I feel young again at that moment. Even though just few second feelings of being little girl again.
August 17, 2007
I know I am definitely not a good mother for my children. Besides money, I can’t provide them the care and attention they need. This is what I always blame on myself. I am just don’t know how to be patient on handle LuiLui temper tantrum as I am a hot temper person too. I just not easy to cool down myself and listen to her.
I actually understand that she might hard to express herself with words on particulars moment, so she is expressing anger and frustration by her tantrum.. However, stupid mother just can’t stand for her keep whining, crying, screaming, kicking and hitting. I often asking myself what should I do to stop LuiLui doing this or how should I handle this when she doing it again. Very headache to facing this kind of situation. Being a mother really a hard task! Can I quit? Opps…Just kidding.
August 13, 2007
Being a mother is not easy. People who not yet a mother won’t understand that. So did I previously. When I was kid, I always complaint my mother doesn’t have time for me. But now I only know that a half day off is consider a blessing for a mother. My time is fully booked by the kids!
Now, the only wish of mine is please give me a half day off. I want to sleep 12 hours continuously without interrupt by baby! LuiLui..Can I?
August 11, 2007
Do your child often pop on specific time? I’m not sure how others baby, but my LuiLui often pop at the early morning. But this happen since last week only, I am still not sure this has become her pooing routine or not.
This morning, I tried to put her on potty before she poo in diaper. I successful to get her peeing on the potty. However, she kept stand up and don’t want to sit on potty after pee. Then, she poo in the diaper again just before I step out the house to work. Oh My! Today I am late to work again.
August 10, 2007
Mood is continue not bad, still haven’t find out what is the problem yet. Wonder will it because I am PMS ? oh my…maybe, this usually will effected my mood and I feel extremely tired in this period.
LuiLui are behave well this few days, although sometimes she did nagging for something, but still under control. She will forgot about the thing she request very fast. The only problem only is I have no energy to play with her. I’m just too tired. I think I have to spend more time on rest and hopefully to get well soon
August 8, 2007
I have a very bored yesterday. Sleep at 9.30pm after back to home. Get two daughters to sleep at extremely early. Luckily, both of them have no complaint and fall asleep easily. Else, I will be in trouble.
My mood is not very good yesterday, but I don’t know why. All things look normal and seem working smooth. I hope this won’t be the foresee of something bad happen.
July 27, 2007
I received more than 3 email like below daily! I getting bored to deleted it. Luckily, gmail have auto filter those spam email, else I will need to clear thousand of spam email daily. But sometimes it might attract people who curious about it or those who having such problem. I do curious that what is CIALIS. However, I’m not interest to find out what is it. :p
July 19, 2007
I am very slow in updating this blog. :p Maybe it is because of hubby not at my side recently? So, I have not much of thing to mumbling? or don’t have something sweet moment to share in this blog.
What is the purpose of Harmony of My Life? I thought I can share my love and hate in this blog. But seem like I am a person who doesn’t have much of that. Should I say this actually a signs? Isn’t this peace of life we use to looking for?
June 22, 2007
Today, hubby Went for outstation again..I think this time only will be back on after 2 weeks time..
Should I complaint him? traveling often for his jobs without have time to spend with me & child? don’t think so..If he didn’t work for our future, who will do? understand that he oledi trying hard to spend time with us..
Hopeful he will able to finish his project fast! gotta remind him done it all before Chinese New Year..otherwise younger dotter may be recognize him soon..
Call him up at nite..He is arrived Penang safely.
May 1, 2007
I am glad to find another new way to write down my dairy. I will trying to blog for myself and my family. I just wish to record down the life after married and perhaps the life with kids are really make me no more self-life?
Although, I have less activities to go for and not much thing to record for myself. But I do wish to write something about myself and keep in mind, so that I won’t getting old so fast.
