I am feeling lost since hew days ago. I think my mind already fly to my vacation already. I been on holiday mode since last week. haha
I could not remember how was my mode on my first vacation. However, I think it might be same as current mode, although this time I would not bring the children go. I am still very kan cheong and looking forward for the trip.
How to compensate my lovely husband who help me to take care the children at night? Any idea?
I was thinking to cook for him today, but then found that he does not like me to cook because we need to spend time on cleaning after meal. I know he is trying not to be so troublesome, we still have to take care the children beside our meal. hmm..how about we go outing for a dinner? I wonder could my parent help me to take care of the children for two hours, so that John and me could have a relaxing dinner.
Ok! I am going to ask my parent permission and hope that they willing to help. 
The time I spend in SPA center would always be the most relax and sleep well time for me. The treatment routine has been fixed, I will only take the sauna and facial treatment and this already take me three hours.
Usually I will take a bath when I reach the SPA center, then enjoy a 30 minutes far-infrared energy sauna. I have to drink 2 big glasses plain water in the sauna that is the best time to enjoy the sweating feeling and also the heat in the chamber! My body has full of sweat when the sauna session completed. I just like to sweat moment like this, it is impossible for me to sweat like this without doing exercise. I hate exercise. If the far-infrared energy chamber is cheap, I think I will buy one and sauna at home everyday. haha
I am so happy to heard John praises me yesterday night. He said I am look prettier when wearing spectacles. I am not young anymore and I should not be so easy satisfied with just a praise or simple sentence. But, I just feel like a little girl when John told me. Even I still scold him bluff me, but I truly feel happy. My man still willing to praise me even though I am fat and not longer young. John is such a sweet husband!
I can’t wait to fly to Kota Kinabalu now. Just another 3 more days to go for my family trip to Kota Kinabalu. I have already planed the basic itinerary for the trip and I wish everything will goes smooth when we reached there.
First, I have to pray hard the AirAsia flight would not delay or postpone. Please come to fetch us on time. I do not what to spoil my itinerary plane because of delay of flight.
I am not sure how other people think of ex-lover but I am very enjoy to recall the moment I spent with my ex. Hmm…maybe I should not say he is my ex. We never promised to each other anything and we never talk about “love” face to face. What we had just the feel. The feeling of love was inside our heart when we spend the time together and when we touch each other hand. The time of holding his hand was very warm and sweet. I would never forget about the feeling.
I suddenly have so much love feeling to write after chat with a friend. However, I am very sleepy now. I have to get some sleep now, could not stand for stay until late night already. I hope that I still have the mood to write about my love feeling tomorrow. I do not wish that something that I do not say now has no chance to tell again. 
sound very serious huh?
Look what I get from my secret admirer! I know my secret admirer love me so much..Now she could not refuse it, because she is the one send me above card. She often told friends I could not live without her, but I think she would be very lonely if without me in your life.
I am feeling so good to received Valentine Card again. This Valentine Card is the card that I received from Second “her”. Now proved that I am not only able to attract man, woman could not resist to love me too.
I am glad to know that she finally is ok with his husband again. She able to rescue her marriage finally. I think Communication between husband and wife is as important as sexual life in a marriage. I am not sure am I given her a good consult or not, but that was what I am know about marriage.
I hope that she and he will starting to care about the spouse feeling and keeping the love forever. I wish I do not need to listen her mumble regarding her marriage again. It would make me feel sad too. Marriage should has only sad thing, right?
If you are you getting married soon, youll be wanting to get beautiful wedding bands! The internet can give you awesome prices on things such as engagement rings, earrings and loose diamonds for your wife or husband.
After so many years of marriage, do you still have the passion to hold your husband hand? Hug him at every morning? Give him a tight hug before he leave home? Or give a good bye kiss before you leave him?
I do. I still enjoying the moment I am hug him tight after the eight years marriage. This is the proof of I am still love him very much. I am glad he response my hug with a kiss or hug tighter. Besides that, I like to smell him, lying on his shoulder and kiss him too.
The way I hug and kiss john is the way I am showing my love to my man. I love to be hug by kiss and pamper, therefore, I assume that John would love me to do the same to him. I never show my side of little woman to my friends but only in front of John. I do not mind to be a big and fierce woman to others people, I only want to be a sweet little woman for my man. For me, he is the best harbor when I am sad or feeling lost. I do not need to pretend strong or powerful in front of him. With him, I am just a little woman who need love and care. I am very happy to be a woman like that.
I received the Multi Purpose Cooker that I redeemed last week. I love to redeem gifts and I love to received gifts too, although that is from my own money actually.
Since nobody going to send me gift at my ages now, so i better work hard to colelcting more redemption points and redeem free gift for myself. So far, I have Bonuslink points and Credit Card Reward points only. However, it already enough for me to have the fun of receive gifts.
When think about my life, I always wondering that is this what I want? Is this what I am looking for? With this all still belonging to me at my 50 or 60? I am happy with my current living. I love John as much as we just be a couple. I love LuiLui better than me.
I am appreciated what I have and what god give to me. I should contented my life and hope that my future life will be as great as now. John and LuiLui will always be with me. And all the person are live with happiness and joyful.
How good if I could have a laptop without thinking of the money. I have started to earn some money from blogging since last two months, although the amount wasn’t enough for me to buy a laptop yet. But I am very happy with the earning, because that was something out of my expectation. I never think of blogging can help me make money too.
I will keep those money in bank and perhaps I have enough fund to buy a new laptop to compensate myself. Working too hard without pamper myself is kind of stupid huh?
I forced myself to write diary when I was 15 years old. I wish to keep something that manage to remind me what have I done and How was I felt at specific moment. Is this sound stupid? Well, they diary of a 15 years old could be very boring. Everyday was writing the same thing.
Wake up at the early morning, going to school., study, Back from school, have some nice chat with friends and so on. The most interested was about the outing with friends only. However, it’s quite fun to dig out the long lost diary and read it actually. It’s seem like the 15 years old feeling is back to me again. At least I feel young again at that moment. Even though just few second feelings of being little girl again.
My sister who are over 30 now still a single. She broke up with her boyfriend half year ago. I must said that this was a very good decision she ever make. I didn’t like her boy friend since the first day he came to our house. I’m not sure why my sister chose him but I have the feeling of he not the right person at that moment. Even my parent have the same feeling. It is consider very slow to proof that we are right. They been together for 6 years already. I’m happy finally they had ended!
I’m glad to heard that my sister’s daughter HY was confirmed by a specialist, she have no missing vagina actually. According to the doctor, she is having vaginal. We can’t see the dimple maybe due to she is too skinny and skin of vagina was stick together .
Doctor has give her some cream to apply which is helping her to “open” the vagina. They have to go back for another check up after 1 week time. I sincerely hope that everything is ok and “it it open after applied the cream”.
