Archive for the ‘FlashBack’ Category
March 1, 2008
We started to chat with other using phone on the time we do not have events or training. I think I am cannot stop myself to think of him when we did not meet. So, I always be the one who call him first. Chatting and listening to his voice could be very happy too. I wonder why I dare to call him at the time, I am not a brave girl and always shy in front of public. Maybe love really could change people, I am acted differently on everything that is related to him.
February 27, 2008
I could not clearly remember how was my feeling to him changed from “no feel” to sweet when I met him. I started to search for him on every meeting, gathering and events. The most I want to know when team members ask for a gathering or meeting is “Does he attend too?”
I am in the situation of “When C is in the particular place then you definitely seen me around too” at the time. I just wish I could be with him 24 hours a day. It just feel great to be at his side. I do enjoy the feeling and moment, although it was long past.
February 26, 2008
Ever since we started to spend more time in the team, we had become very good friends. C was not the only good friend to me in the team, almost all the team members are my good friends because we share a lot of fun in the activities. We all work like brothers and sisters in a family. Sharing of our joy and happiness to each others. We chat a lot and share almost everything everyday. Sometimes, I feel that my relationships with the group members are much better than my own family members.
February 23, 2008
Do you understand the meaning of “Criticisms should be feared; gossip is a fearful thing.”? If you do not know, please check it out at here http://www.chinesehour.com/library/chinese-idioms/cbfe148217520ad80117586e3e620086/.
I am not talking about the bad side, maybe it was a good thing if it really work out. I think one of the reasons why I “love” C was because all the friends around me were talking about us at the time. They though we are a couple because we often work together in the team. I am the treasure and he was the secretary in the team, work together is just a normal thing. Do you think so? However, the more people laugh at us and make fun of us, the more weird feeling I have. I started to care about him and look at him most of the time. My feeling change when I feel that he is a nice guy at all the sudden.
February 22, 2008
I have no feeling to C at the beginning. We are just friends in an association. Co-incidentally, both of us have the same interested in particular activities, and we started to set up a team for the activities and two of us included other few members had selected as the team communities. We spent many times together to run the community. All of the members get to know each other better and deeper then. We met everyday at the association place, at the mama stall etc. Our relationship from team member to friend to over friendship has began since we work together to build the team.
February 19, 2008
Why I started to have strange feel on him? I could not really remember how and when. What I could call back was I did not like this person when I first met him. He was a way too modern and out of my imagination of person. I like person that is gentle and mature but he has the opposite character. 15 years ago, guy with long hair was not common in my living area. He is very sensitive and has the artist temper. I am quite a realistic person, I would never understand why I like him until today. Maybe that was fate?
February 19, 2008
I met C in the year of 1993. I was a 21 years old girl, who never knows what love is and never loves someone before. In fact, I do not think I love C at the time. I think C should be the person I like and admired. Although, I am thinking of him all the time, but I think that was not the LOVE. I already starting to miss him and want to listen to his voice when he just left me. I do not know how to describe the feeling, it just like I will always smile when he is around, all my brain was just him him and him.
