John went out for tea at first holiday night with friends. And I stay at my mother house at the second holiday night. I have a “drunk” gathering night with all the sisters at mother’s home accept youngest sister.
I arrange with John to take care of two children in the early morning already. He bring two girls back to apartment after dinner while I stay at my mother house and get drunk at night! 
I have two days holiday starting from today. John already went to outstation for his project, so today I do not have to rush back home to bring him dinner. I could spend more time at my mother’s home and chitchatting with my sister. I always rush back home before my sister back home. Therefore, these two days would be nice chance for us to gather abit longer time.
John told me he is going to outstation tomorrow. I remembered he told me he would goes on Wednesday only but just suddenly depart on tomorrow? Well, I should not have any complain since he is going to work and not playing. Anyway, I already help him to pack some clothing and I hope he would come back soon. Its just another two days for New year! I hope he would be with us on that day.
John told me he is rushing for a project started last week. Before the project star, he wanted me to wake him up at 7am every morning so that he could leave home at 8am. I already wake him as what he wanted but guess what? He keep continue to sleep until 7.45am no matter how I wake him. John is such a lazy man in the early morning. He loves to be a snake on bed even already awake. Now he leaves home at 8.15am, 15 minutes late to work. Hope he still manage to reach office at time.
My sister is very busy recently. Well, she is not busy for her working but is busy for dating. Haha..Even John also saying that she might not as free as previously accompany us to go travel.
In fact, all of us are very happy because she finally found someone that loves her. We do not mind she spend more time with her boyfriend now. She deserves to get this good luck.
Don’t know what happen to John yesterday. He keeps doing house chores after I back to home. I saw him cleaning the kitchen, dining room, living room and even our bedroom and study room. Well, he should be very tire after work for a whole day in office but why he so hardworking to do cleaning work yesterday? Does he complain me no do house chore silently? Or he just simply want to clean the house?
John is not feeling well these two days. He told me he has sore throat and flu on Wednesday. I already gave him consumed flu and sore throat medicine, although he looks quite ok on the next day. but today his flu and sore throat come back again.
I think it is because he does not continue to consume the medicine yesterday. He thought he is fully recovered already. I just forced him to take the medicine again, I think I have to remind him to take it tomorrow also. Better clear the virus fully by continue consume medicine.
I heard a special topic from radio. The host asks a question like below:-
If you met your father at a shopping mall, then he is shopping with a female. Furthermore, he is holding her hand while shopping. So what would you do? Would you tell your mother what have you seen?
Well, I do not what should I do yet. Let me think…
I am waiting John for dinner now. Today is public holiday, he suppose to accompany me and kids, however, he could not do so because he has to attend his boss open house party. So, I have no choice to let him go. Opps…for one afternoon only. He stills have to accompany us at morning and night. haha
Another 20 minutes to go, the girls still sleeping and I have not take bath yet. 2o minutes is not enough for me!
After tried be a stay at home mother for a week, I finally changed a bit on the decision of to be a stay at home mother. I was thinking that the life of stay at home mother is very boring, well I am wrong. I was busy like hell in these few days! I was planning to clean my house, help John to do some office work and complete all my assignments. I could not believe that I done nothing until today! Anyway, I start to know how to adjust my time when being a stay at home mother. They schedule is quite fixed actually; I only need some time to arrange nicely. Then, I would still have some private time.
Now not only my children sick already, even John also having mild sore throat. I already forced him to visit doctor yesterday. Although he has no other symptom yet but I am kind of worry he will get the same infection also. Today already is the third day since he feeling not comfortable, lucky there is no other sympton also.
I already boiled herbal tea and keep remind him to take his medicine on time. I hope he would getting well soon, so that I do not have to worry them again.
John gave me a list of Chinese Herbs today, he got the list from a friend and now want me to buy all the Chiense Herbs and add water to boil. He is serious in prevention now. He wants me to cook more Chinese Herbs tea for the children and family.
John is having flu and cough now, I hope he would feeling better after take medicine. I really ahve to take very good care for them now. I hope I could be strong as well. I could not fall in sick at this moment!
Today, I forced John to do medical check up again. He done a detail medical check up at February and consumed some cholesterol medicine about three months after that. He suppose to do the medical check up again at June but he was too busy at that time because want to rush for project. However, his project already finished two weeks ago and now should be the time go for the check up. But he keeps told me no time to go. He such a big child when come to medical purpose. I have no choice to force him and drive him to the clinic just for the check up! naughty big boy!
Yesterday was a very busy day for John. He has to send the children to school at 7.30am then went to office to meet his partner. They have an urgent discussion must settle by yesterday and John has no time in the after because we have hired someone to repair the ceramic tile today.
John backed to home at 9am but already late, the workers already waiting there. Anyway, the most terrible job was after done the repair work. He has to clean all the things. table, chair, floor, decoration are full of dusts after the repair works! Pity him only manage to settle all at around 9pm with a little help from me. :p
I do not sleep in my bedroom for two days already. I sleep with the children since two days ago. I could not stand to sleep in our bedroom anymore. How about John then? He still ok to sleep there until yesterday. haha..He finally could not stand for it also and sleep in living room last night. We still have not find a suitable method to kill the bed bugs yet, anyway, we going to spray mosquitor killer all over the bed and closet tonight again and hope it could help.
We have two celebration in this month. First is our elder child’s birthday that fall in third week and father day that also fall in third week. We decided to celebrate these two days early. I already dated with my parent and John, we are going to a buffet dinner for celebration this coming Saturday.
I have 6 discount coupons, which manage to help me save at least 50% of the total bill! I purposely bought the discount coupon just for these two celebration. So good we finally could have an early re-union soon.
2 weeks to go for elder daughter 5 years old birthday. I have no idea how to celebrate her birthday yet. Maybe I will bring her and my family for a buffet dinner as celebration of her birthday. Or just buy a small cake to celebrate at home.
I have to think what to buy for her to bring to school also. Her school would organize a small birthday party in classroom for each of the student. So I have to prepare something for them too. A birthday cake is a must, just that I still consider to homemake some cupcake for them. well, not sure would i have time to bake cup cake or not. But I think it would be a good idea to bake cup cake for them.
I think John and me already feeling exhaust to take care of sick baby. Well, maybe he is not yet but for me, I am sure already cannot stand for continuous to have sleepless night already. My head is pain now. I think I am going to have fever soon.
I will request John to sleep with the kid today. I hope I could catch a good night sleep and recharge my energy as soon as possible. I do not want to be sick at this time. My girls need me attention now.
Asking her to wake up is such a difficult job for me. I know the main reason caused she wake up late is because she sleep late at night. What to do to get her sleep early? I already tried to put them to sleep as early as 9pm! But they will never sleep on time and always playing and chatting for at least 1 or 2 hours. Then surely will refuse to wake up on time in the next morning. Then I have to act like a tiger to call them wake up, so that would not late to school! *sigh*
I have no idea why my child loves to sleep outside my bedroom. She should sleep in her own bedroom but she is not. At night I would get her to sleep in her bedroom and make sure she is sleep before leave the room. But, I still seeing her sleep on the floor outside my bedroom, she almost stick to my bedroom door and I have to careful not step on her every morning out from bedroom. Funny huh, why she likes to sleep at there?
I always appreciate what John do for the family. I have to admit that he is a very good father to the children and a very good husband to me. I knoe there is no perfect human in this world, therefore I never expert to have a perfect husband as well. Frankly, it is impossible for me to be a perfect wife as well.
A husband who willing to sweep the floor, mop the floor and doing most of the house chord once a week. What could I complain more?
Today is our public holiday. I suppose have quite many activities, but all cancelled at last minutes. All because John has to back home today and we have to follow him back.
I was planning to join my mother lunch today. She already inform me she would cook us the “Suan Ban Zhi”, a formal Hakka dish. Too bad, I have no chance to taste it because John has to back home. 
Never mind, I hope my mother would have some leave over, so that I could have some on tomorrow afternoon after back from office.
Daughter having fever yesterday night. I was busy entertain both daughter but John still went out for tea with friends. I heard he talk with friend in the phone. Although I could not hear it clearly. However, from their conversation I assume he would out for tea with them. I was waiting him to inform me but he didn’t.
I was waiting to see if he really go out for tea even daughter is sick. Well, he didn’t inform me and went out directly. I thought he is going out ot buy newspaper, but seem like it is not. He didn’t back within 30 mins and I have no choice to sms him to back home. I already so tire to take care of one sick daughter, I have no more energy to take care another fuzzy daughter at the same time.
I was planning to have a sweet night with John yesterday. Took bath after back to home. Then I have to arrange the kis to sleep first, if not we definitely could not have a quality time.
However, my kid refuse to sleep after get them to bedroom. Both are playing in the room and talk loudly. I have no choice to go into their bedroom and co-sleep with them. At the time they fall in sleep, I already 90% in slumberland already.
So…nothing happen at yesterday.
John does not sleep at Living room anymore. In fact, he stills want to sleep in living room because he is trying not to make me up due to his cough. However, I am request him to stay at bedroom. I told him I could still hear he coughing even he is sleeping in the living room. We are staying in a small house and not bangalow, my bedroom room is always open becuase worry the kids will look for me. It is no different of he is sleeping in living room or bedroom also. I will still hear he coughing just like I will heard also.
I was planning to call hotel today, to make a reservation for tomorrow buffet dinner. My sister MSN me just now and asks me stop the reservation first. I was thinking she might has more friend to join the dinner but it isn’t. She told me mother has went to Hospital visit grandma. Grandma is in danger now. If anything happen, then they could not join the dinner already.
I don ot think I could have a birthday celebration party if really anything happen to my grandma. I wish grandma would be ok and recover soon. I wish….
I have decided to buy John an electrical shaver as Valentine Day. I also told him I am going to shop with him on this Saturday for his Valentine Day, because I do not really know much about razor or shaver. I have search the information online and found that Broun and Philips electrical shaver are having good reviews. I think i will bring John to department store and let him decide which brand of electrical shaver he wants. I think this would be the best way to make sure the present I bought is suitable to him.
In sms, he requested me to be patient when teaching Aki. He heard I am scolding Aki when he called back. I am a bad mother, as I never decline I have no patient to teach a child. I am trying to tell myself be patient or think from Aki side however, I just could not make it. No matter how many times I try, but I will still get angry everytime I teach her homework.
I also scare that I might spoilt Aki interests in reading and doing homework but I couldn’t control myself. The only way I could control and avoid to get angry is get away from her homework and teach her! I hope John will be the one take this responsibility. But seem like it quite impossible as he always busy for outstation project. He doesn’t even have more time to spend at home, never to say for Aki study.
What I am doing on the day without John at home.
7.30pm – Fetch Aki back to home
7.45pm – arrived home
8.00pm – Switch on TV for Aki. She is waiting for Pokoyo and Mickey show every night. I am busying push clothing to washing machine, take bath, refill drinking water, iron Aki School uniform.
8.30pm – peel orange for Aki and me to enjoy while watching cartoon at Astro. Check Aki homework.
9.00pm – make milk to Aki after she finished the 9.00pm Mickey show. Chase her back to bedroom to drink milk and ready to sleep.
9.15pm – get Aki into bedroom. switch off the light and let her play in the room. She likes to come out from bedroom, but I insist she have to stay in the room.
9.30pm – if Aki is behavior and dove off fast then this would be the best time for me to relax. If her doesn’t want to sleep then I will just back to my bedroom then switch off whole house lighting and ignore her.
Since I couldn’t do my own things if Ski refuse to sleep then better I sleep also so that she wouldn’t have excuse to sleep.
Being a cow for almost 3 years already. I love the feeling of being of cow and nursing my girls. I feel so close with them. Maybe this is the only things that I able to provide the best for them.
I been reminded myself since very first day. I want to be a breastfeeding mother and I glad that I am. Until today. Haven’t decided will continue until when, but hope it will as long as possible. Since I am feeling with that. :p