Dream Could Hurt My Feeling Too

January 23, 2009

I have a bad ream yesterday night. I dreamt John has another woman behind me. That wasn’t a scary dream but it definitely a sad dream.

I trust John but I scare if he done something likes that too. I do not know how other woman think but I scare my husband have sex with other woman. No matter it is happen under what kind of situation, a husband can’t make love with other woman if he loves his wife.

I can’t accept a husband who make love to other woman even he love me! I can’t accept the real of my man is doing something that ONLY can do with me with other woman. It hurt!

What I am dreamt was too real I think. I couldn’t help to feel sad until now. Simply because I love him and I can’t accept that he is betray me even in dream. :p