Bad Mama With No Patient For The Children

August 5, 2008

In sms, he requested me to be patient when teaching Aki. He heard I am scolding Aki when he called back. I am a bad mother, as I never decline I have no patient to teach a child. I am trying to tell myself be patient or think from Aki side however, I just could not make it. No matter how many times I try, but I will still get angry everytime I teach her homework.

I also scare that I might spoilt Aki interests in reading and doing homework but I couldn’t control myself. The only way I could control and avoid to get angry is get away from her homework and teach her! I hope John will be the one take this responsibility. But seem like it quite impossible as he always busy for outstation project. He doesn’t even have more time to spend at home, never to say for Aki study.