I don’t think I could sit on english horse tack nicely even it is a quality horse tack. Well, it is not the horse tack problem but I am having fear to ride on horse! Frankly, I never ride on animal except the horse in merry go round. Haha… I always worry that my weight is too heavy and the real horse couldn’t stand for me and will throw me away. I might worry too much but that is my fear. :p
No doubt that I still missing the day when we gather like brother and sister 20 years ago. I love the time we spent together and I did enjoy it very much. That three year bring me a lot of joy and happiness. I could say that I will never forget all the happening with him and all my friends in that three years time. This is a sweet dream for a mature woman only and soon it would become a sweet memory for an old lady.
My cousin is not just a child anymore. He shows sign of teenage since two years ago. Can’t believe that he changed 100% from a mama boy to a teenage who loves rock and roll. His mother told me he wants a guitar as present in his coming 16 year old birthday. Well, if his mother buy him a guitar then I think I could check out those price of guitar necks, perhaps I could get him a guitar neck as birthday present too.
My sister likes to pray in temple in Chinese New Year. She will visit the temple at first or second day of Chinese New Year and bring back a praying paper which explained her happening in the coming year. I do not say this is not a good habit just that I am being lazy to do that. Furthermore, I do to like to know about my future since I couldn’t change it and I do not want those forecast future to disturb my current life. So I prefer to go through my future naturally without think of too much.
I missed the chance to buy great christmas gifts for my elder sister and her children. We went visit to elder sister hometown at Christmas Eve, I already planned to buy Christmas gift for all of them but due to my mistake on time arrangement. I could not find time to shop at last minutes! End up I buy nothing to them. Haii
I remembered I told myself: if love would only bring me sad and pain, I rather let it go. Of course, I will still try to solve the problem as possible as I could but with a period. I always give myself 3 years time flame to do something or make it happening. And it is truth enough, happening around me with no future always end after 3 years. I don’t really know this is because of I am the one set the period and made the happening ended or simply because it is my fate.
I have bought two Hats for elder and youngest daughter last month. They need the hats for coming trip and all of us are looking for the trip very much. Besides hats, I bought them some jacket, gloves and inner wear too. I have to prepare all to keep them in warm and make sure they would not catch cold. Travel is fun only when all of us are healthy and have energy to share the joy together.
I have a very bad dream just now. In fact, I am awake in the middle of night about 3am just because of this dream and it make me couldn’t sleep now. I remember the sentence in the dream showing that whenever some very good happening come true then there will follow some bad happening. Oh my… it is happen in my dream I met someone I always wish to meet again but never meet for 18 years and then bad thing happen..This is really bad, and makes me understand myself more again.. I am a person who will let go something if I am living in bad situation.
I thought my sister has installed laminate flooring in her new home before we reach her house; because I heard from mother she likes the laminate flooring design so much and was talking like must get it for new home. I asked her why not laminate flooring after saw it and she said she can’t find the design she likes in her hometown! That is the only reason she doesn’t have laminate flooring for new home. Costing to ship those beautiful laminate flooring from KL to her hometown is costly, so she forced to cancel the plan. Haha
We have a very relax 3 days 2 night trip to my sister house. In fact, my sister and I slept whole day in her home for second day without going anywhere, because both of us drunk on the day reach her home. We went to Karaoke that night and drink till drunk. I am feeling blur blur and headache on the next day, can’t even go out in the morning. My energy back to me after I slept until late afternoon only.
I don’t think all of the hospital will provide medical computer carts for their staffs. I think this medical computer carts should not cost cheap. How could they provide these to all of the staffs? Not all hospital would be so nice to their staff I think, just like private sector company, boss would always being stingy to staff but nice to themselves. haii
We are planning to bring the children to my sister home this weekend. John has not tells me what time he is available now. My sister keep ask me what time we will departure from home, so that she could estimate a time and ready dinner for us. Well, I have no chance to talk with him these few days too, so no chance to ask him about the time. I think I have to sms him regarding this already. Isn’t sound silly? Husband and wife also could “chat” using sms only…
John asks me if I want to buy a new car. I told him I am not interested in buying small car since I already have one, although it is an old fork. I am interested in Recreational Vehicle only, however I think he would agreed my suggestion. Especially if he knows the vehicle price and yearly rv insurance rate. Because I told him he would be the one pay for all of the expenses and I would save the money for the children. :p
Yesterday I requested my child to ask John if he free to date me today. Too bad, he does not have time to entertain me because have to rush for a project. He even let the children told me he won’t be free for the coming few weeks. Hai…seem like I have no chance to date with my lovely hubby in this school holiday already. 
Seem like I could really get anything from online store now. I used to shop online for clothes and IT stuffs. But now I could also get thule bike rack, spare parts, groceries, jewelry and many others. Even gold could buy online too. Soon I think I do not have to step out of house but could get anything I want already. Well, of course as long as I have money to buy them..haha
John does not like me to cook at home. He would comment that I am making his home dirty whenever I want to cook at home. Hai..i really do not understand him something, I though most of the hubby would like wife to cook and don’t want always take outside meal. But seem like he is totally opposite. It meal I cooked taste so terrible or just simple because he doesn’t want to be so tire for cooking for him? I wish is the second reason..haii
Where could I find scanning software that manage to scan scrapping paper and stuffs? I am trying to create my own scraping theme but have no idea how to start yet. However, I think I need good scanning software to scan materials that look nice, so that I could use them as scrapping materials. It always hard to start a new work.. I think I have to search online to find more information now.
A friend called me yesterday to request me shot some photo for her. After a short chat, I only knew that a shop beside her father’s shop was fire and damage some part of her father shop too. So she has to snap some photo which show the damage part and will claim insurance if possible. Lucky there are nobody hurt in the fire. I couldn’t help much on her, but I hope she could settle the insurance claim quickly.
I saw more and more shops that selling maternity clothesin shopping mall and online store recently. I wonder why I couldn’t find this kind of shops when I am pregnant. Those maternity clothes I saw are very beautiful, some are so elegant. If I pregnant again, I am sure will buy many maternity clothes. I don’t want to be an ugly preggy like my first and second pregnancy anymore. Well, if I even pregnant again…:p
John has stops to go fitness center since two weeks ago, because he is busy in working. Although he does not goes gym at night but he still back home very late. Recently, he is busy for a project that has to complete at December. He is working OT every day, and also weekend too. I feel like we having less time to talk now. Some of the day I could only meet him at the morning, the only 30 minutes that we could talk. Pity him..
I don’t need to step out my home for shopping now. My hubby also commented that I am too good in shopping, shopping without going out. Well, there are so many online shopping sites, how could I stop shopping? Frankly, I seldom go out for shopping except for some grocery shopping. I prefer to shop at home now. Sometimes the offer I got online is much better than the offer I could get while shopping outside.
Mommy give me a bottle of Herbalife tea mix- lemon and hibiscus last month. She recommends me to mix with one big bottle of water and drink everyday. I tried this tea mix before but was too heat for me. I am having sore throat on the next day after drank the tea previously. Well, but I am thinking to try again and this time I will make a big bottle water and drink as many water as I could. I hope I would feeling heat again.
My sister stills a single until today. After her breakup with ex-boy friend, I never see her going out with friends. Not sure she is not willing to date with other guys or just because she can’t find a date. If she just can’t find a date then I surely will suggest her to join Zyngle free online dating website. I am sure she gets many dating offer from there as long as she willing to go out for dating. I hope she will live more happily. Being a nice person, she deserves a better life.
Because of John, I force myself to start doing exercise too. However, I am such a lazy person who has no patient to continue the program. I tried Practice Yoga at home but stop after three weeks. And then found another fun activity to do so start to dance Zumba at home too. Too bad, that only for three weeks practice also.. Now I am doing nothing at home..haii….
I wonder should I suggest boss to buy an Epson TM-T88V for company use or not. Of course, I wish to have anything that could ease my work load but I don’t know boss willing to spend money for that or not. Most of boss is kind of stingy when come to spend money. Hai.. I think I better shut up and increase my working hours to complete all the tasks on time.
John is very hard work in doing gym recently. He started doing gym every Monday to Thursday since July. And he stills continue the gym without any complaint. My man really has strong self-control when come to something he wants to do. His target is next month medical test. He said he wants a good result in the medical test, so he must control his diet and do more exercise to keep health. I hope he would reach his target nicely.
I decided not to trim my hair anymore. I think I need to spend more time to manage my hair. I am thinking to buy a herstyler 3p hair curler. I am having curly hair but I am not satisfied with my natural hair style, so I think a hair curler could make my hair looks more beautiful. I am going to consult my sister who is good in hair and skin care. Let see which type of hair curler she would recommend to me.
Two daughters are playing in the living room while I am busying my assignments. John is not back home yet, so I have to let them change their sleepwear by themselves. Lazy mommy wants to rush all. I hope I could complete early, so that I could co-sleep with them. My youngest daughter always want me sleep beside her, hai… I hope I finished all assignments before she starts to make noise.
My best friend’s due date is estimate at beginning of December. I am thinking to buy christmas gifts for new baby and of course a special gift for my best friend too. This is her first baby; I wish I could give her the best memorable gift. I haven’t known what to buy yet, but me already starting to search online to see if I could find something special and nice. I still have 2 months to search; I hope I could found what I want before her delivery.
John is working overtime these few days. He forgot to inform me that would back home late yesterday. I waited him back home and was so worry what happen to him. I only know that he was working Overtime after smsed him. Good that he understand my worry and promise me will let me know if he back home late. Ok.. This time he already informed me in the early morning he is working overtime tonight. So, I don’t have to wait for him tonight.
